2.5 mths after we quarrelled.
1.5 mths after our last date.
3 weeks when i last saw him.
i can still feel the pain & emptiness in me.
Force myself to think of the pain he brought me when i feel terrible. the difference and strong character in us, the communication problem we had which leads to our breakup & his ONS.
i know i cannot look back. the person i loved is not there anymore, he changed. why am i still feeling terrible at days? who am i missing? then person i loved is gone, dead.
But deep in me i already noe i cannot look back no matter how sucky i feel.
Memory sucks.
Maybe i'm just not used to my single life yet.
Friday, December 04, 2009
